st in weeks/ months and smile.This week has got to be the most turbulent week i have had to endure and to say everything is p***ing me off, well that would be mildly putting it,even the small things have become major issues.There is so much going on and i want to take stock of it but for the life of me i feel that im backed into a corner and everyone is trying to take the p**s, maybe thats really how it is and i don't want to believe it.There were certain aspects i knew i would have to endure, i remember someone saying just keep your head down and get on with it and everything will be ok,Easier said than done for somone who won't be walked all over.I really thought i would cope out here on my own,i thought i would be strong enough and those who retreated back to blighty never gave it a very good shot how i have to b
ite my lip now,maybe im to stubborn to give up who knows,we haven't been able to lay any firm foundations here yet, which makes me feel that i don't actually belong anywhere.To be truthfull maybe the visiting off Ladypen then David has made things alot harder i see the places we visited bringing back such good memories making jumping back on a 767 all the more tempting.
ite my lip now,maybe im to stubborn to give up who knows,we haven't been able to lay any firm foundations here yet, which makes me feel that i don't actually belong anywhere.To be truthfull maybe the visiting off Ladypen then David has made things alot harder i see the places we visited bringing back such good memories making jumping back on a 767 all the more tempting.For my sins i have been on a deidcated run for the last couple of weeks not bad miles but they certaintly wont break the bank,we do what they call a Fish Run,which entails picking up a loaded trailer of Yes fish from Moncton NB, then its suppose to be sort of an express run over to Montreal QC,then Ajax ON,then Cambridge 
ON, where each wharehouse takes there stuff off which is theres and maybe add to the trailer for the next drop if you get my drift, i say suppose to be an express run, except those wharehouses don't seem to get the grasp of that.Its pretty mundane and the days can be very long as you can imagine sitting waiting for these a******s to unload and reload,then its back to Moncton with a reload, so your up and down the same road where now the novelty has worn off due to the fact we always travel back up this route, then again i suppose its better than travelling up and down the m6 and alot more scenic,infact we were diverted of the main highway sunday afternoon due to an accident and the detour took us through some delightfull little villages.
ON, where each wharehouse takes there stuff off which is theres and maybe add to the trailer for the next drop if you get my drift, i say suppose to be an express run, except those wharehouses don't seem to get the grasp of that.Its pretty mundane and the days can be very long as you can imagine sitting waiting for these a******s to unload and reload,then its back to Moncton with a reload, so your up and down the same road where now the novelty has worn off due to the fact we always travel back up this route, then again i suppose its better than travelling up and down the m6 and alot more scenic,infact we were diverted of the main highway sunday afternoon due to an accident and the detour took us through some delightfull little villages.
Chin up mate, it must be really hard missing your family but just try to keep the long term future in mind and before you know it you will all be together starting a new future where you want to be! As for the work we all get peed off with it at times why not ask for some different trips. All the best Chris.
ReplyDeleteI think many people come over to Canada on a whim, and I aggree with you, that many don't give it a good shot and give up at the first hurdle. Its plain to read, that you are not one of these people, that just give up; so that being said, I think, also goes hand in hand with not being the sort of person who will be walked over. Its very hard to bite your lip on daily basis, but when there is a dream involved, maybe its the most sensible way to realise it. The constant distance between you and your family, I would imagine to be the real problem at the heart of things; so I would advise to remember the traffic jams, digi cards and all that made you make the decision to move, and imagine how much better it will be, when they finally get here.
ReplyDeleteChin up mate.
ReplyDeletei know its hard at the moment, but hang in there babe. it will be worth it in the end. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ReplyDeleteaccept it as a p****ed off day we all have them from time to time and your entitled to yours lol chele x
ReplyDeletechin up mate
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