Monday, 8 March 2010
Alone Again !!!!!!!
Unfortunately i had to accept the maids resignation,so now im left to my own devices again,it doesn't seem 5 mins ago that i was all excited and now well im not sure.The place is now empty once more i don't seem to be tripping over hairdryers hair strighteners,boots, shoes i do have a floor now, (and maybe if i was a little bit truthfull kinda miss the chaoticness)The bigger picture is all we keep looking at, but being away for an extensive amount of time from the ones you love certainly tests your resolve.Im not a big softy by any stretch of the imagination but there has been times this week i have thought about giving up, not because of anything over here, but what isn't over here.We have set ourself goals which sort of help, i don't think i could get through without them,I have to focus on the next part which isn't to far away.Mr Becks comes over at easter for a couple of weeks,something to look forward to, he hasn't been over to Canada before so i know he is looking forward to seeing for himself what all the fuss has been over the last 2 years, hopefully with spring coming he won't be dissappointed.So until then its back to the grindstone and getting stuck into some more miles,trying to put everything to the back of my mind easier said than done.Babes i love you and can't wait til June xxxx
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Ohh I know this feeling, letting them go once again, it’s not nice is it, and feels like you have just been catapulted right back to square one with the separation part. But a few days time, you will be back into that routine you were before. Keep going, in a blink, won’t be too long before your sons out there with you. Take Care
ReplyDeletewould you like a copy of my whitesnake cd - here we go again on our own (slight change of words).
ReplyDeletei know how much you like this group (not)lol. new concert in june when your over here if your interested.
Keep your chin up mate, its worth it in the long run.
ReplyDeletewell i can tell you that having your daughter here with us for the last 2 weeks has been like deja vue, the tv would switch on to home & away then whilst we were eating it would change to hollyoaks!! i swear mj had come back home ahah. chele
ReplyDeleteThanks to all for the comments its nice people do take time to read, and those who have been in or are in the same position know what its all about
ReplyDeleteThank you
I bet its all quiet again now Chele, now you haven't any excuse to watch home and away etc how are you going to explain to Neil why its on lol,Another MJ god help us Lol
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